Tuesday, June 12, 2018

"There She Goes" by Sixpence None the Richer

Ever since I searched for that LFO video, YouTube thinks I must be nostalgic for the 90s (which I am....always). And for some reason in particular, it feels like I should be listening to Sixpence None the Richer, which I don't honestly hear too often. I like them, I just didn't like them enough to buy an entire album. Of course, every girl loves "Kiss Me." In fact, that could've been the Song du Jour....but I didn't feel like going back to prom today.

Instead, I've chosen the only other song Sixpence is known for, which is their cover of "There She Goes." This song was originally written by UK punk band, The La's. According to Wikipedia, this song is either about "heroin or just unrequited love." Just unrequited love?! Like it's some trivial thing, not that some guy is dying inside over a girl? Which, I would like to say, I'm actually really happy that they didn't change the lyrics just because Leigh Nash was singing it. Because girls can have unrequited crushes on other girls, too. Also looking at Wikipedia, apparently Sixpence None the Richer is from New Braunfels, TX, which isn't too far from here. That's my surprising fact for the day.

I really like the video....mostly because Adam Goldberg is in it (I have a thing for scruffy Jewish-looking guys....I don't know what the politically correct way to say that is). I don't know why, but I always thought his psycho roommate character on "Friends" - Eddie Menuek - was kinda hot, in a slightly scary way. It's not even that interesting a video - it's just Goldberg chasing after some beautiful mystery girl while Leigh sings about it and does that sweet, seductive thing with her eyes. It has a good color palette - mostly gray tones so that Leigh's red lipstick and blue eyes really stand out. You know...now that I'm listening to the lyrics....maybe it is about heroin addiction? "There she goes / There she goes again / And I just can't contain / This feeling that remains...." When I was younger, I thought that last lyric was " I just can't contain / This feeling that we made," which explains why I would think it was a love song, not just another drug-addled song of longing and pain. Which it absolutely is.

Including both versions of the song, for your musical education. The Sixpence version is pretty true to the original, it just sounds different (purer? more ethereal?) with a female voice.

Sixpence None the Richer Version


The La's Version


Monday, June 11, 2018

Semi-Charmed Life: or When Radio/Video Edits are Dumb and Screw the Message

Sometimes, Youtube decides I am in a nostalgic mood. Usually, Youtube is correct. Big Data (the computer concept, not the artist - he makes good stuff) is scary guys.

Youtube decided I should listen to Third Eye Blind's "Semi-Charmed Life." So, I did because I am a piece of elder Millennial trash that would do anything to capture the feeling of the prelapsarian age before 9/11 (note to self- future topic: 9/11, impact on pop-culture never mind everyone with a Medium has written that piece). As the cheery pop hook filled the bedroom I've spent most of my time in on my abbreviated summer break I heard the infamous "wighsash." For those of you not old enough to remember what I'm calling the "wighsah" (technical term, I asked people) was all the rage in the late 90's for censoring radio edits - take your bad word and reverse it! If you're lucky and it's like the word "shit" you end up with "ish" and create an entirely new pop-cultural shorthand that means exactly the same thing but gets past the FCC's naughty word detector despite the fact that the definitions and general offensive connotations are the same!

So, dear reader, why am I writing about a song that's twenty years old and how does it relate to censorship? You're wondering, "Why are you so mad they censored a word? Are you mad it was the radio edit?" No, and you should feel bad for thinking that. Let's start drilling down shall we? Here is a selection of lines that are not altered in any way in the radio edit of Semi-Charmed Life:

"She comes 'round and she goes down on me"

"And I speak to you like the chorus to the verse / chop another line like a coda with a curse"

"The sky was gold, it was rose / I was taking sips of it through my nose"

"It won't stop / I won't come down, I keep stock / with a tick-tock rhythm and a bump for the drop
And then I bumped up / I took the hit that I was given / Then I bumped again / Then I bumped again"

"How do I get back there to the place where I fell asleep inside you?"

"The days you were wearing that velvet dress / you're the priestess I must confess 
those little red panties they pass the test / slide up around the belly face-down on the mattress"

So dayum! This song is rife with explicit references to drug use and is rather sexually explicit even in the radio edit. Hell, that last one gives me the fucking vapors! After typing it I had to go lay on a fainting couch and fan myself lest I get too excited. So what IS censored in this sexually explicit song that frankly discusses drug use?

"Doing crystal meth will lift you up until you break"

"Now you hold me / and we're broken / Still it's all I want to do
Feel myself with a head made of the ground / I'm scared but I'm not coming down
And I won't run for my life / She's got her jaws just locked now in smile
But nothing is alright / All right"

This censorship deeply harms the message of the song. It's pretty common knowledge that Semi-Charmed life is a song about the dangers of crystal meth addiction hidden under a pop veneer. The pop hook helps create the sense of disconnection that the drug itself creates; it makes you feel great even though your life is falling apart around you. With this form of art there's always the chance of it being misinterpreted. Clearly, somebody with power decided that saying the magic words "crystal meth" would create an impression in the listener the message of the song was "crystal meth is fucking awesome and everyone should do it." That person was a fucking idiot. They censored the only explicit mention of the drug in the only instance it appears in a line that is about as anti-crystal meth as it gets outside of those stupid "this is your brain on drugs" PSAs. They further compound this problem by removing an entire sequence of lines that, again, explicitly are anti-drug, describing in detail how the drug gets its teeth into you and takes over your thoughts; how it's possible to be afraid of what's happening to you but more afraid of quitting and coming down.

The radio edit clearly undermines the message of the song. I also know you've read this article before - but this was the best one.

::JESS'S TWO CENTS:: I fucking hate radio edits as well. Mostly because the things that are censored or removed aren't as bad as you'd think. For example, the word "whore" in Everlast's "What It's Like," which is simply describing the extreme level of hate a poor girl is receiving for getting an abortion. They also censor "sex" in "The Lazy Song" by Bruno Mars (fucking Bruno Mars, for chrissakes!) - "Tomorrow I'll wake up, do some p90x/Meet a really nice girl have some really nice sex." I don't see anything wrong with that, especially considering that in the first verse, he alludes to masturbating and nothing in that verse is censored. But the thing that bugs me the most, I think - and this really deserves a post all its own - is when they remove rap/reggae interludes from songs for no reason. I never heard this happen until I moved to San Antonio but the pop stations will only play the versions with the rap breaks removed. It was most noticeable to me when hearing Katy Perry's "Dark Horse" and No Doubt's "Underneath It All." Because....why? There is nothing bad in either of the breaks for those two songs so, in my head, there's really only one reason for it: racism. As I said, that topic needs a post of its own, because I could point out a dozen songs off the top of my head where they do that when it's unnecessary and, quite frankly, ruins the song. There's a reason these artists chose to collaborate, and removing essential parts changes the entire tone of the song. Okay, sure, "whigsash" a cuss word or two, or even remove them altogether ("you're so very special"....rolling my eyes so hard), but don't remove entire verses just because it incorporates a musical genre or artist that society isn't comfortable with.  ::END::

Friday, June 8, 2018

"Headfirst for Halos" by My Chemical Romance

::DISCLAIMER:: I am going to get super personal. This post is about suicidal thoughts....and how they are temporary. I promise. ::END DISCLAIMER::

As you may already know, Anthony Bourdain died today. I was a little more upset than I realized I would be. I love his writing. Sure, it was a tad melodramatic and he used way too many adjectives, but it sounded good. He had what I would consider my "dream job," which is traveling all over the place, eating amazing (and not-so-amazing) food, hanging out with a zillion interesting people, and writing about it all. A professional adventurer, of sorts. That's the thing. You can look like a million bucks and seem like you're having a great time but still feel like you're dying inside. And that's okay....because, trust me, it gets better.

With all the high profile suicides happening, I want to talk to you, dear reader, who may not feel as important as the rock stars and fashion designers and chefs on the news, but you are. Absolutely, without a doubt, you are. Here comes the personal part (which is kind of scary to share but no one reads this stupid blog so fuck it) - I tried to drown myself when I was 15. Sure....kind of an ineffective method since I'm an excellent swimmer. But the water was close to freezing because it was January and after I jumped, I just sank. The water was so cold, my muscles seized up so when I realized I didn't really want to die, I had to fight to get to the surface because my body and my clothes and my heart felt like lead. But I lived and that's the last time I honestly tried. I was lucky but other methods are much more permanent. And a lot more painful and difficult to come back from if you change your mind at the last second. I'm not saying I haven't been self-destructive since that incident. I had to go through years of Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (through the free resources at my university), which helped me recover from my eating disorder and the dark thoughts I had from time to time. And when I was in school for Psychology, I tried to use my experience to help others suffering from similar problems. I'm very proud to say that I've prevented a few people from killing themselves, at least during that particular moment. It's draining but it's worth it.

In suicide prevention training, they told me not to tell the person to think of the lives they'll leave behind. You know why? Because you should be living for yourself, not anyone else. You deserve to be happy and that's not selfish. It may take some time to figure out your reason to live - and maybe it is for the people in your life. My son is the number one reason why I don't even consider it anymore. Because I love him and I want to be with him for as long as I can. But that may not be true for you and that's okay. It's okay to just exist for a while and to take some alone time. And it's absolutely okay to talk about it and get help. That's the most important thing. Tell someone, like me or your mom or your best friend or a therapist, because they care. I care....I really do. Probably too much, but I do. And I hope sharing my story helps someone out there.

If you are considering suicide, stop and call someone. Like the National Suicide Prevention Hotline  - 1-800-273-8255, URL: https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/. They are available 24/7 and you can even chat with someone online now, if phone calls make you anxious (I used to get really anxious before calling someone....still do sometimes, but not as bad). You're not alone.

Okay, now that the serious part is over, I want to share a song that I listened to a lot when I was down. It's chipper but it's dark. Like Gerard Way could read my brain when he was writing it. The song reminds me of Peter Pan, because the end is just him repeating the phrase "Think Happy Thoughts" over and over and over. And that helped. It really did. Like a mantra, of sorts. The song is about Gerard Way's struggles with bipolar disorder. I don't have bipolar disorder but I can relate. Geez, I forgot how much I loved MCR - I'm going to re-discover all their music now. The video is just the song with the album artwork.

Thursday, June 7, 2018

"Girl on TV" by LFO

Welcome to Song du Jour, Throwback Thursday Edition! And, Baby Girl, you're in for a treat. Why am I talking like this? Because we're doing this 90s style with arguably the hottest (attractiveness-wise, not popularity-wise) boy band from back in the day. Let's face it - The Backstreet Boys were baby-faced and boring. And N'Sync...well, there was Justin and then there was the rest of them. And I don't find Justin Timberlake particularly attractive....

Did you know that LFO stands for Lyte Funkie Ones? Somehow, that escaped my pre-teen brain, because I didn't. Kind of glad I didn't know that. As far as band names go, that one kind of sucks so it was probably a good thing everyone remembers them as LFO. LFO was almost a one hit wonder, with "Summer Girls." You remember how it goes...."I like girls that/Wear Abercrombie & Fitch/I'd take her if I had one wish/But she's been gone since that summer/Since that summer." Yes sir, they were masters of the instantly-dated-pop-culture reference. In fact, I'm pretty sure they were entirely responsible for all of A&F's profits during Summer 1999 (none of which came from me....I've always been more of a Hot Topic person). "Girl on TV" is no different....as you recall, there is a rap break that refers to "Scooby snacks" and obviously, the girl in the green dress is like Scarlett O'Hara, the most famously beautiful green-dress-aficionado in all of film history. And let's not forget the ultimate 90s queen - Jennifer Love Hewitt - who stars in the video! Isn't she great folks? No, seriously....Have you seen "The Client List?" Okay, to be fair, I only have a vague idea what it's about but I'm intrigued....

As I've said before, I'm a sucker for a love story, even cheesy ones. Fuck....especially cheesy ones, like the one described in "Girl on TV." So, Lover Boy seems pretty sincere but he keeps referring to her as the "girl on TV," as if that's her only identity. Does she have a name? Cassidy? Roma? Liz? No, you'll never know, because he's already put her on a pedestal. Comparing her to Bette Davis and shit, saying she's from the City of Angels (again, another pop culture reference). Yes, I know that's a nickname for Los Angeles - Have you ever been to LA? It's not that great. But still....the fact that he wants to be there when she's "down and out" is sweet. And calling her up just to make her laugh is something every girl wants. True story, straight from the horse's mouth. More cheesy 90s goodness can be found in the video below.




Tuesday, June 5, 2018

"I'm Only Joking" by KONGOS

Y'all remember "Hemlock Grove," right? No? That's because "Hemlock Grove" was a shitty TV series and there's a reason why Netflix only let it film three seasons. Which was two seasons too long, by the way. I watched the first season, because it was an intriguing concept. A vampire and a werewolf are best friends? I'm there! But only because I have no self control when it comes to paranormal dramas. I even kept watching "Supernatural" after season 5, even though that was where the original writers intended to end the series....you know, before the producers realized that they could really rake it in by keeping it going forever. I'm serious...For. Fucking. Ever. "Supernatural" is on like season 14, which is way longer than most TV shows normally last. Anyway, even though most paranormal TV shows can be pretty lame, they usually have one thing in common....a killer soundtrack. I was constantly grabbing Shazam when I was watching "Hemlock Grove." KONGOS was one of the bands I was instantly drawn to when I found them.

Story from today - I got caught up in a conversation with some coworkers and we ended up talking about some bizarre things. Like ghosts and the world ending and other stuff, because that's where the discussion ended up going for whatever reason. It was natural, I swear. Then, someone from the peanut gallery shouted "Really fucking cheerful conversation going on over there!" (I added the f-word for color....) And the conversation died and we all wandered off, because we were all embarrassed for some reason. That's basically what "I'm Only Joking" is about. Wanting to talk about weird and creepy shit with people but then feeling like you have to cover it up as not being very serious (when it is sometimes). My filter is really careful about who I bring up certain topics with, because you never know who will show up with pitchforks at your front door. That reminds me of "The Cut-Wife" episode of "Penny Dreadful," which was super sad and I do not care to go into it right now. I don't think I've ever felt so despondent after watching an episode of something like I did when I watched the ending of "The Cut-Wife." Man, that's such an unbelievably good show, which surprised me because Josh Hartnett is a main character. But it works. You just have to trust me.

Anyway, I love "I'm Only Joking" because it sounds spooky and the lyrics are all mystical and dark....until the chorus, where it gets all chipper and the singer is trying to convince you that he just read all that crazy stuff somewhere. Perhaps in a book? Stranger things have happened...He's just fucking with you! Why so serious?! But is he really just messing with you? Probably not, but you'll accept that explanation because you want to. My favorite lyrics are in the second verse: "The Earth is alive/And Man is a parasite/And heavenly bodies make us fight." I love KONGOS' use of percussion and the incorporation of the accordion, which makes the song sound vaguely Cajun. In fact, you might even think the band hails from Louisiana just listening to their musical profile (I would consider it kind of like a darker Cowboy Mouth) but they're from South Africa. They have quite a few good songs and I highly recommend checking out their "Lunatic" album, if you have a chance. The video for "I'm Only Joking" depicts a boring guy walking into the kind of party I could see myself at.....you'll see what I mean.

Sunday, June 3, 2018

Saul Williams: The Best Artist You're Not Listening To

::NOTE:: This is an Adam's Rant. I made minor grammatical changes but I stayed true to his original essay in regards to content and formatting because it was that good when I first read it. Made me kinda jealous. I'd hate him if I thought jealousy was a good reason to hate somebody. Ladies, he's single and studying to be a doctor - get at him! ::END NOTE::

::ADAM'S DISCLOSURE:: 
Upfront disclosure of political bias: Like most people I have a certain political viewpoint. Saul Williams is inherently political by his own choice and design. Therefore, it is not possible to discuss Saul Williams without discussing some political aspects of his work. So, this essay is not making any pretense of neutrality or being unbiased. However, even if you are a Trump supporter, please give Saul Williams’ art a chance or at least listen to his ideas on media consumption and the effect it has on us. Think of it as doing me a favor for being honest with you about my political bias.  ::END::

"Critics want to mention that they miss when hip hop was rappin’
Motherfucker if you did, then Killer Mike'd be platinum
Y’all priorities are fucked up, put energy in wrong shit”
-  Kendrick Lamar, “Hood Politics,” To Pimp a Butterfly

In “Hood Politics,” Kendrick Lamar presents himself as a person who doesn’t feel that rap beef and rap politics is important because the Earthly reality of growing up in Compton viscerally demonstrated the comparative vapidity and meaninglessness of it. The reality of his upbringing, his story, is more important than attacking other emcees. However, with the above line he is drawing a distinction - rap politics is bullshit but political rap is not. With these words he excoriates critics claiming a lyrical and meaningful decline in rap music while Killer Mike is consistently releasing dense, meaningful, politically charged tracks both as a solo artist (“Reagan”) and as part of the duo Run the Jewels (“Report to Shareholders” is a personal favorite). While Killer Mike’s political chops both inside and outside the arena of music are unassailable, I come today to say that Saul Williams is the purest embodiment of Kendrick’s point and he’s the best artist you’re not listening to.

“Sing along when Niggy sings
Without you he'd be worthless, homeless, Earth-less

Venus Hottentot, up in the circus freakshow
hear him speak so properly, cause every word is measured against meaning
-Saul Williams, “Niggy Tardust,” The Inevitable Rise and Liberation of Niggy Tardust

I first heard the name Saul Williams through his collaboration with Trent Reznor, which was entitled "The Inevitable Rise and Liberation of Niggy Tardust." It is also known as “that album title you can’t say aloud in polite company because nobody has ever heard of it.” The album was released on November 1, 2007 and I was 20 years old at the time. Ironically, I heard of it because Trent Reznor praised a music sharing torrent site we had both apparently been a member of and he discussed the project in an interview I was sent by my brother and my curiosity was piqued. When listening to it, I wish I could tell you that I had a revelatory experience, that the album changed my life. I wish I could tell you that 20-year-old Adam was smart enough, had the context and desire to understand the allegory and wisdom that had just been sonically dropped on him from the mind of Saul Williams. I wish I could, but I can’t because I didn’t. Instead, what I heard was a simple story, a clear and unashamed homage to David Bowie’s excellent Ziggy Stardust character and albums. What I didn’t hear due to the ignorance of youth was the social commentary that weaved effortlessly through the music like poetry. I would not understand beyond a surface level for another five years. Lines like the above are simple enough to get, ignoring the Venus Hottentot reference for the moment, Saul is using the character to comment on fame, much like David Bowie used the character of Ziggy Stardust to create an act of apotheosis into a rock star. However, five years later I knew who Venus Hottentot was and I realized Niggy Tardust was about the nature of celebrity through the lens of race.

Hottentot Venus was the freakshow attraction given to at least two known African women who were toured throughout Europe in the 19th century. The best known of these two women was Sarah Baartman. She was brought to England by the free black man Hendrik Ceasars and the English doctor, William Dunlop. She was forced to perform in freakshows, specifically displayed for her exaggerated sexual characteristics and differences to European women. Saul Williams was not trying to be obtuse with his meaning. The references to Sarah Baartmann’s stage name and the freakshow were clear as day even when I was 20. I just didn’t know about the horror of the Hottentot Venus and I didn’t bother to look it up. I, unknowingly, had allowed my intellectual curiosity to lapse around age 20 and it took a few years to return. When I listened to the album again five years later I saw a new world of political and racial allegory I had not seen before because I was willfully blind. "Niggy Tardust" was not a meditation on the effects of fame, it was a frank and open calling out of the entertainment industry through the lens of a black man. It stood and at every moment it declared “This is a minstrel show.” Revisiting the album after all this time was an enlightening and embarrassing experience. The song, “Reparations” was always there and it loudly declares with a Trent Reznor produced industrial backbone: “Call the police! / I’m strapped to the teeth, and liable to disregard your every belief / Call on the law! / I’m fixin’ to draw a line between what is and seems and call up a brawl / Call’em now! Cause it’s about to go pow! / I’m standing on the threshold of the ups and the downs / Call up a truce! / Cause I’m about to break loose / Protect ya neck, cause, son I’m breaking out of my noose.” Saul Williams was not being subtle, he was hiding in plain sight. There’s an expression in magic - “If you want to hide something, paint it red.” Using the framing device of "Niggy Tardust," Saul Williams took his ideas on race and fame and painted them red. He made them socially acceptable by creating a “character” when the reality was Saul Williams was playing himself all along.

“My perspective on pop culture and how it may or may not dominate ‘news’ issues- usually the way I think it’s most fitting to address that is to address artists. If, in fact, it is a matter of what’s popular, I mean that’s what pop culture is it’s just what’s popular, then our artists should be more strategic. Our artists need to be more exposed, more educated, thinking more strategically about ‘Oh, okay, how can I bring this issue to the forefront…’”
-Saul Williams, Interview

Saul Williams is not a rapper. I have called him an artist consistently for a reason. The aforementioned poetic nature and weave of "Niggy Tardust" is because, before it was an album, much of "Niggy Tardust" was a book of poetry called The Dead Emcee Scrolls: The Lost Teachings of Hip-Hop. The reason Saul Williams doesn’t occupy the same pop-cultural cache as Killer Mike is not because of a lack of talent; it’s because he is always an artist and a poet first and a rapper second. Every album he has ever made has been associated with a book of poetry. This, combined with other ventures such as acting on stage, leads to long gaps between the few albums Saul Williams does release. From 2007 to 2011 Saul Williams didn’t release a single album, he had a break between 2011 and 2016. The truth is Saul Williams is a hard artist to keep up with. This piece isn’t a hipster tale of how I kept up with him, because I didn’t. Saul Williams is a man who doesn’t release an album unless he has something he wants to say to a lot of people. The above quote from an interview with 24/7 Hip-Hop is clearly a personal mantra and mission statement. Saul Williams released Niggy Tardust with Trent Reznor because he knew the collaboration would inspire people to listen to it and his message. Saul Williams, perhaps more than any artist ever, understands that silence (the sonic equivalent of negative space) creates a framing for the use of sound. The silence amplifies the voice and makes it louder in comparison and through the framing of silence the impact of messages is stronger. When someone speaks quietly or not at all, and then speaks with great passion and knowledge about something, it inspires the listener. It demands attention and receives it.

“The message of entrepreneurialship is about what? Keep your heart out of it, streamline it’s what Jay-Z says ‘I dumbed down my lyrics and doubled my sales.’ …Is that selling out?  Yes, I would say, unless, I mean because it’s also the role of a poet to streamline ideas, right? Streamlining is not dumbing down. Streamlining is taking the essence of one idea, the essence of another and another, and getting rid of all the unnecessary fat in terms of wordage so it ends up being something really impactful… We’re capable of taking in a lot. Me? I’m frustrated by any executive or any artist who underestimates the intelligence of the audience instead of feeding that intelligence, because what it does because it warps our idea of what entertainment is or what it’s supposed to be.”
-Saul Williams, Interview

“Trump is not shocking to me…. When you equate entertainment with escapism, what the fuck does that mean for Bob Marley? What the fuck does that mean for Nina Simone, or Fela Kuti, or Jim Morrison, or The Beatles, Bob Dylan? These cats weren’t trying to escape the culture, they were digging in to what was happening in the culture, they were saying ‘look at what the fuck [is going on]!’ These are people who were counter-cultural, questioning authority, questioning what’s going on. Whereas, now, we have a pop culture that’s centered around rooting for the winner… If you look at the Meek Mill and Drake situation people are like ‘I want the guy who’s winning to win.’ Not the guy who comes from the actual fucked up situation, who might have something to say. ‘Nah, I want the guy who’s winning to win.’”
-Saul Williams, Interview

So, I’ve gone on for about 1600 words now about why Saul Williams is great, and if you’ve made it this far, I commend you. I want to close on these two thoughts because more than any song he’s ever wrote, more than any poem he’s wrote, they demonstrate something: Saul Williams wants you to understand him. I’ve written about my inability to understand when I was younger but that wasn’t Saul’s fault. I fell into the trap of not being curious, not educating myself more. Unlike many artists, Saul Williams doesn’t shy away from telling you exactly what his art means because, as he said, the job of a poet is to streamline. He believes in the intelligence of the audience and believes we should be challenged. He believes ignorance is the root of our ills, and education and exposure to ideas and people are the panacea. In the song “Burundi” off the 2016 album "Martyr Loser King," the lines “Factories in China, coltan from the Congo / Smuggled to Burundi hidden in a bongo…” These aren’t merely transitional lines, it is a flat statement of provenance regarding the technology we use everyday such as smartphones. Coltan is a mineral that contains high amounts of the element tantalum. Tantalum is an excellent material for the creation of high energy density capacitors used in devices like smartphones, produced in China by people working long hours for depressed wages. Burundi officially denies having a coltan industry and declares no coltan deposits; however, it has been implicated numerous times by the UN in the smuggling of Congolese Coltan, which is mined by slave labor under the whip of warlords. Saul Williams discusses many topics on the album "Martyr Loser King" but this, to me, is the most impactful. He is unashamedly stating a fact that many are unwilling to accept. Not only is suffering required in the assembly of our iPhones, they are built with blood minerals. Saul Williams isn’t hiding this in metaphor or abstract allegory, he is stating the plain fact for us all to hear.

Saul Williams is the artist you’re not listening to, but you should. I don’t mean that you should listen to him because his music is great, but because he is a man who has something to say. Listening to simply his music would do him, his message, and yourself, a great injustice. His speech is a powerful, finely honed and targeted weapon. His words combine the speaking ability and inherent poetry of Maya Angelou with truly inspiring ideas and a message of self-education leading to self-empowerment. He criticizes media harshly for being a distraction (earlier and to a much greater degree than Childish Gambino in ‘This is America’) but he doesn’t condemn the watcher. He asks the watcher to look at the media they consume and be skeptical about its effect on the world and themselves. I love Saul Williams, and if I were to somehow Forrest Gump my way into the presidency, I would beg him to be my Poet Laureate. I believe, personally, he is one of the best American Poets of my lifetime. I’m glad I was able to share him today.

If you have an hour, listen to him at Google:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BhDoD6xUxsw

Saturday, June 2, 2018

"Whore" by In This Moment

::WARNING:: I'm about to get on my soapbox and share some unpopular opinions. I'm sure I'm going to be labeled a "bad feminist" but whatever. I have a really strong internal sense of justice (as all Gryffindors do) and, quite frankly, I don't care what you think of me. ::END WARNING::

Today is International Sex Workers Day (or International Whores Day, if you prefer that better) and, you may be surprised to find out, I have some strong thoughts on sex workers' rights. Here comes that unpopular opinion I warned about - the Nordic Model, i.e., punishing the sex worker clients rather than sex workers, is bad for sex workers. You know how I know? Because I actually listen to what sex workers think about the various "solutions" for making sex work safer. Now you may be wondering -- well, why? Have you ever been a sex worker? No. I don't have to know what it's like to care what happens to these men and women when Congress passes bad policy. Because they're human beings who deserve love and empathy and understanding, just like everyone else. They are, in large part, people of color and members of the LGBTQ community and seem to be everyone's favorite punching bag until they get caught having an affair with a hated politician. And today, they are out protesting the passage of SESTA/FOSTA and you should know why.

SESTA (Stop Enabling Sex Traffickers Act) and FOSTA (Fight Online Sex Trafficking Act) do many things but most notably, they hold online platforms accountable for what users say and do on their websites. Now, that doesn't sound so bad but it ignores one crucial fact - the internet has made sex work significantly safer within recent years. More sex workers have been able to turn to independent work rather than relying on brothels or pimps, they're better able to screen clients prior to meeting them, and they can readily share information about potentially dangerous clients so others (especially younger, inexperienced sex workers) know who they should avoid. It also gives them the ability to do remote sex work (through Skype and video/photo sharing) and avoid dangerous situations altogether, if they so choose. SESTA/FOSTA destroys that safety net.

In addition to SESTA/FOSTA, mainstream feminists keep pushing to enact the Nordic Model in the United States. Here's the thing with the Nordic Model - if you punish sex worker clients, then the only clients who sex workers will be able to find will be the ones who don't care about performing criminal acts, i.e., people who are more prone to violence. It assumes that all sex workers are victims and, I'm sorry, that is the most un-feminist thing I've ever heard. Here's another unpopular opinion: For men and women who don't like sex work and want to get out, we should absolutely help them get out and give them options for pursuing their best life. But for those who enjoy it (and some of them do), then we need to ensure that they are safe while they are working in their chosen profession. SESTA and FOSTA are going to (and probably already do) have measurable, statistically significant body counts. And I don't know about you, but I am NOT okay with that. I am not okay with sacrificing marginalized men and women on the altar of Decency. I have a lot more to say because I get mad about how people don't think about the consequences when it doesn't affect them. But this isn't about me and I've shared the information sex workers want - need - you to understand for today.

Onto the video....I've been listening to a lot of In This Moment because Maria Brink always acts super witchy and I love it. When I first saw this video, I was kind of uncomfortable letting my son watch it (and he actually really likes this song....he's weird) because the video seems so sexy. But I wasn't listening to what she was saying - that men (and women) judge her for how she looks, paint her as a whore, even though she's successful and in charge of her life. Which, admittedly, was exactly what I was doing. In the video, she's actually more covered up than Taylor Swift is in most of her videos, she just happens to have a more curvy body type. I really do try not to do that to other women - not to objectify them - but I'm really bad at doing it to myself. I always second guess myself when choosing clothes because I'm afraid (because of my natural body shape) people might think I look slutty. Even when I feel like I look really nice, I feel self-conscious. But it doesn't really matter what I wear, because some people are going to give me dirty looks anyway. However, I'm pretty sure the video is meant to be sort of lascivious - an attractive vampire (erm...hot, tattoo'd goth guy) walks into what is essentially a sex club and Maria "performs" for him. That's pretty obvious so you've been warned.